To vax or not to vax all – discussing vaccine policy in New York’s Capitol

Waiting for an “off the floor meeting”, I was next to the stairs right outside the chamber. There was a concrete ledge where, after a long day of walking and standing, I decided to sit for a while.

My representative’s assistant promised she would text me as soon as he had returned to his seat. An intense day, I could feel the tension rising right outside the room, topic of discussion unbeknownst to me.

A lady asked me if I wouldn’t mind sharing and allow her to sit next to me. Of course not, I moved to the right to offer her more room to sit. Both of us were quietly catching some reprieve for a while. Then she asked me: “What are you working on?” I said: “Keeping exemptions from vaccinations”. She froze. Her entire face and demeanor changed instantly. Her eyes turned dark and started shooting daggers at me for a good fifteen seconds. Then she said: “Then you believe in killing children!” “Quite the contrary”, I said. She said: “I am a nurse, you don’t know what you are talking about”. My reply: “I personally know quite a few nurses who agree with me on this issue. Are you aware there is an organization of thousands of nurses known as Nurses Against Mandatory Vaccines?” She abruptly jumped off the ledge, on her feet. “You should speak to parents of kids hurt by vaccine preventable disease, such as my son!” The last four words loudly reflected much pain.

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This image is gracing the wall in the hallway on the 4th floor in the Capitol Building, Albany, NY

She scooted off before I could say another word. I would have listened further to her very real grief about what happened to her son. How very sad to see a real life example of someone stuck in a paradigm where those who choose vaccination think they must impose their ways on others in order for these vaccines to actually “work”. Meanwhile vaccine makers are protected from liability, and $4,142,954,814.88 has been paid out to vaccine injured families in the US, as of May 1, 2019, paid for by taxes raised on the sale of vaccines.

Mind you, the maximum payout for loss of life is $250,000. So this is what human life is valued at, while people like Julie Gerberding, former head of the CDC has moved on to Merck’s vaccine division, and just keeps raking in rewards for her part in the cover up of fraudulent activities within the CDC. Representative Bill Posey’s request for a congressional hearing with lead scientist and whistleblower William Thompson is one such example, which has fallen on deaf ears. There is no judge, no jury, and no discovery in “vaccine court“. “Special masters” take the place of a judge. It’s so tedious, costly and time consuming to attempt to be compensated, that many parents with vaccine injured children who need around the clock care just won’t be able to manage it.

The meeting with the mother of a child who was “hurt by a vaccine preventable disease” still haunts me, particularly her response. She is a nurse who thought she was doing the right thing. She vaccinated her kid. The vaccine didn’t work to protect her child. Not only did the vaccine not work to protect her child, he was hurt by the disease the vaccine was claimed to protect against. Instead of looking at this critically, perhaps reading a vaccine package insert, she blames the unvaccinated. I have compassion for her.

State Assembly Chamber

The official narrative supports her views. It allows her to be comforted in thinking she did all she could, while those terrible parents with exemptions from vaccines didn’t do their part. Except, most of them did, each in their own way. Those who believed in the paradigm as she did, and those who believed differently, but where “mandated” (coerced in spite of a nagging gut feeling not to do it), uneducated about exemption rights – and in fact did vaccinate their kids – had to learn firsthand debilitating vaccine injuries do happen. The official narrative is hard at work to drown out possibilities to hear this well. And so those of us who have witnessed the carnage continue to have to hear the official narrative like nails on chalkboard. For now legislation is pushed everywhere to do away with what little parental choice is left. The conversation is riddled with incredible conflicts of interest made possible by your government, which allows profit driven industry to exert control over media, policies, and published science.

Are we really looking to travel the path of medical fascism, where non-vaccinating or vaccine risk aware parents are treated as heretics and pariahs, while vaccine religion is pushed on everyone unchecked?

Not in New York, not if we can help it. Not in any self respecting nation, not if we can help it. According to Children’s Health Defense, spearheaded by environmental attorney Robert F. Kennedy, Jr., who along with ICAN (Informed Consent Action Network) and its stellar legal teams has already taken on HHS, the FDA (twice!) and Bayer’s Monsanto (twice!) and won, we CAN and we will. All a matter of when, rather then if, those responsible for committing these crimes against humanity will answer for their crimes.

There are a few Kennedy’s who were asked to toe the line and publicly speak out against their brother and uncle, and how “wrong” he is on the issue of vaccination. Thing is, they did not inherit the legendary name Robert (Bobby) Francis Kennedy, and initials RFK, Jr. did, for a reason.

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Albany, New York, May 14, 2019

Expect the Nuremberg International Code of Ethics to be reinstated everywhere in the way it was meant to from its inception.

By the way, I did end up meeting and thanking the representatives of my district in person, as they are dedicated to protecting parental choice and consent. First amendment rights still truly mean something to them.

In Love & Service,

Nell

Sources:

Health Resources and Services Administration (HRSA) https://www.hrsa.gov/sites/default/files/hrsa/vaccine-compensation/data/monthly-stats-may-2019.pdf

Health Impact News https://healthimpactnews.com/2015/former-cdc-director-julie-gerberding-sells-38368-shares-of-merck-stock-for-2-3-million/

Health Care Business Association (HBA) https://www.hbanet.org/dr-julie-gerberding-of-merck-co-inc-named-2018-woman-of-the-year-by-the-healthcare-businesswomen%E2%80%99s

C-Span and Marcella Piper-Terry’s blog http://vaxtruth.org/2015/07/posey-asks-for-hearings/

THE VACCINE COURT, book written by Wayne Rohde https://www.thevaccinecourt.com/the-vaccine-court

Dr. Larry Palevsky, former Fellow of the American Academy of Pediatrics, in an interview with Dr. Joseph Mercola. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2IgLj2If44&list=PLm1jfibZ308p-PAJxXzU3HbExJBYyIgjo&index=1

National Vaccine Information Center https://www.nvic.org/Vaccine-Laws/state-vaccine-requirements.aspx

Hear This Well: Breaking the silence on vaccine violence (campaign in answer to the cover up of the testimony of CDC lead scientist William Thompson, omitting significant data in a study involving autism and the MMR vaccine) https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLJpPObXpZncOfT0bG2ghgkVb2Nxjd_bNe

CNBC – Christina Farr – https://www.cnbc.com/2019/03/01/schiff-calls-amazons-anti-vaccine-content-threat-to-public-health.html

Health Impact News https://healthimpactnews.com/2019/breaking-nyc-mayor-bill-de-blasio-orders-forced-vaccinations-in-brooklyn/

The Ethical Nag, blog focused on medical research fraud, by investigative journalist Carolyn Thomas, Victoria BC, Canada. https://ethicalnag.org/2009/11/09/nejm-editor/

Children’s Health Defense https://childrenshealthdefense.org/ https://childrenshealthdefense.org/seeking-justice/federal-failures/

Informed Consent Action Network https://icandecide.org/white-paper/

https://www.quotes.net/quote/20661

New England Journal of Medicine, Evelyne Shuster, Ph.D. https://www.nejm.org/doi/full/10.1056/NEJM199711133372006

http://www.firstfreedoms.org/

Got time?

What is old in an incarnation? My brother died at 32. So at that age he was the oldest of my siblings, and the oldest he was going to be.

Turning 33 for me totally sucked. I didn’t want to surpass him (anymore).

I never got over it, and yet got through it, and on with it. 34 was a blast for me.

At age 40-ish Downtown Manhattan, a teenage kid was selling candy for a charity at his school. One kid in a stroller, the other skipping ahead to the next corner, I stopped to give him money and told him to keep the candy. He asked me why.
“Because I don’t need candy to be sweet”, I answered, smiling.

As I kept going towards my son on the corner, he put down his tray and quickly caught up with my fast paced long legged stride.

He looked at me adoringly and asked: “Would you allow me to give you a kiss on the cheek?”

How could I refuse this young man?

So he did. Then he said: “I am going to find myself an amazing, beautiful woman just like you, and am going to Love and marry her”.

That was almost 14 years ago, and I have the distinct feeling that he did do just that.

Numbers, and birthdays, are what we make of it. Never mind deadlines. Time is a man made construct. In every now, there can be treasure. Have fun! ❤

Things real women do, as observed in circles

Real women have abortions. Real women oppose abortions. Real women carry life, give birth to it, nurture it with their whole being and bodies, and Love it. Other real women do not do any of this, or do differently, and still have fulfilling lives. Real women can have real struggles with any aspect of this life they can carry and bring forth.

Real women own guns. Real women will never own guns and are looking to do away with guns and the insanity of war. Real women who own or never own guns will never have to resort to gun violence. Other real women may fire a gun in self defense. Real women sometimes are blinded by the illusion of separation.

Real women can gather ’round in circles, hold hands, listen to eachother without judgment. They can differ in opinions, have strong convictions while avoiding to convict eachother. Real women can see themselves in eachother. Who they are, and who they may be when born and raised in the exact same circumstances, and environment as the one whose heart meets theirs.

Real women have a growing compassion for eachother as they listen to eachother pouring their hearts out. They learn what it means to navigate the ills of society. What it means to have grief. What it means to have nothing. What it means to have everything. What it means to have everything and yet feel empty. What it means to have next to nothing and feel so much. What it means to have purpose.

Real women combine their passions and talents to give, and forgive. They remember their Divine origins. They give thanks, they release what no longer serves. They give birth to new discoveries and creations. Real women are powerful, and wield this power wisely. Together, real women recognize they can rise above issues, see and address the root of the root of the root.

Real women play by their strengths derived from observing and acknowledging where they are vulnerable. They encourage and empower eachother by laughing & crying together. They have each other’s backs, no matter what.

Real women see in eachother the Divine Feminine Rising, as hearts connect and communicate. Whole heartedly they contribute – individually and collectively – with their own creative expressions. Real women Love and serve All Creation – and so do the real men who Love them 🕉

Mental Illness – A desired trait in Washington?

Following meme has been going around on Facebook lately:

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Let’s make one thing very clear upfront: this image is only posted for the headline. Not a fan of the current POTUS, I am still glad the White House was spared from Mrs. Clinton, who also has displayed disturbing behaviors, and thus also appears to be suffering from mental illness.

It is plausible that mental illness today is a desired trait in US presidents and other officials, not by citizens, but by the entities they are sworn in to serve. High functioning autistic traits (due to systemic illness affecting the gut and the brain, triggering sensory imbalances), particularly an emotional disconnect is a desired trait in the corporate US. How else can these people knowingly lie and deceive, and directly or indirectly cause so much harm to fellow Americans, even to of all people children?

It is no coincidence that autism has been listed in vaccine inserts as side effects, and generations of children and young adults are today “on the spectrum” while none of these vaccines are being recalled. More reports are popping up that the autism epidemic is engineered with a purpose, particularly to get the brain to accept AI input.

The YouTube channel “Project Camelot” by Kerry Cassidy has more on this. She interviews whistleblowers, high ranking ex-military, NASA, or (secret) government officials, as well as spies (who may well be CIA or other such agents, as disclosure or misinformation agents). Look up MK Ultra Dark Labs survivor Starfire. During the interview you can see photographs she made as a kid, until she was no longer allowed to bring along her camera. She talked about “autism vaccines”, as in testing them on her and other kids to cultivate autism traits. 30:20 minutes into this video, although the entire interview is worth a listen.

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Adventures of a timeless wonder

At the YMCA the other day as a new member, I wasn’t yet familiar with how things are run there. As a timeless wonder to begin with, it appeared I had eons of time left after the pool closed at 3:30, to do a few sauna rounds on the 3rd floor.

During round two I intuit it a good idea to create a vortex, and so I do, while I continue to enjoy my solitude.

After the 2nd cool down I go for round 3. It is pleasantly hot in the sauna, but barely hot enough to break a sweat. I wonder if the sauna circuit is on a timer, and they have it set to shut down before closing time to preserve energy.

I go through the motions of another complete cool down and finally am at my locker, about to get dressed, when the door opens.

In walks a young lady, singing, wearing a head set, slamming the door behind her. Is she startled by my presence, or by the sound of the slamming door? She apologizes. “No need”, I assure her. “You sound great. Keep on singing!”
She does not, and resumes custodian duties quietly smiling, as I slip into my clothes. I start to feel out of place. So I ask “What time does the Y close on Saturdays?”
“Would you believe I don’t actually know?” she says, grabbing her phone, tapping away on it. “Let’s look it up… 4PM.” Here we are, nearing 6PM. “I almost considered not coming in today, with the bad weather”, she continues.

“Bad weather?” I stammer. “4PM! I thought the Y was open till 8 on Saturdays. Sorry I didn’t know. Is anyone else still at the front desk?”

“No idea, I came in through the back entrance. I’ll be at the front office, will see you there to let you out.”

Downstairs the front desk is dark and empty. Realizing I could have been locked in until Monday, I thank the lady profusely, as well as all involved in creating that vortex… It is snowing. Perfect.💜

Smallpox revival? Dissolving illusions.

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This morning I read a tweet from a friend which contained this article:

Smallpox to return after ancient corpses unearthed

How convenient. From the (Corporate US owned) CDC website: https://www.cdc.gov/smallpox/clinicians/vaccines.html

“Imvamune

Imvamune (MVA-BN) is a replication-deficient smallpox vaccine currently under development and seeking FDA approval. Unlike ACAM2000® and APSV, Imvamune is an attenuated live virus vaccine.

As a replication-deficient vaccine, it would be recommended for persons with certain immune deficiencies or conditions. Should a smallpox emergency occur, Imvamune would be made available for use under an EUA for persons of all ages with a diagnosis of HIV or atopic dermatitis during a post-event, pre-exposure setting. The specific clinical guidance on use of Imvamune in a smallpox emergency will be based on risk of exposure and relative contraindications to ACAM2000®.

Unlike ACAM2000® and APSV, Imvamune is administered subcutaneously as two doses separated by 4 weeks (one dose at week 0 and a second dose at week 4) for primary vaccinees (individuals who have never been vaccinated against smallpox or do not recall receiving a smallpox vaccination in the past). Individuals previously vaccinated against smallpox receive one dose.”

Smell a rat yet? There is more, a lot more.

Enter Dr. Suzanne Humphries, Dissolving smallpox illusions. Watch and listen. It may save your life, and those of your loved ones!

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let the love light that we are dissolve the illusion of what we are not

 

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Re-minder: nothing is “up there” 🙂

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John Armitage/Hari Das Baba at a recent 13D Teacher Training:

There’s a lot of misconception in all of this. Another reminder: nothing is “up there”. Not the 5th dimension or anything. But everybody’s always looking up there since Jesus supposedly ascended on Mt. Tabor.

Every dimensional reality exists simultaneously in every point in time and space. Get your brain around that one. In the whole of creation. So actually we don’t go “up”. Actually this idea of going up is about raising our vibrational frequencies. Nothing is solid. Because of our conditioning we thing the wall is solid, the floor is solid, the ceiling, the table. Everything is in constant movement. Everything in creation is actually a wave form of a vibrational frequency. So this is what enlightenment and ascension is all about. It’s about achieving a vibrational frequency in our bodies so we can merge with the next dimensional…

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Quackenboss goes to Washington

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I wasn’t going to write this blog until next week but my flight landed and clearly all of you are standing by to hear how today went, so I am sitting down the minute I walked into my house to update you.

This is going to be quick and dirty because it’s late and I haven’t slept after flying into and out of DC today and yesterday.  The background is that a few months ago I approached Tami Canal, the founder of March Against Monsanto (MAM), to strike a deal: if I gave her the link to watch Vaxxed before just about anyone else in the country, she would write a review of it and promote it on Facebook. Because of an incoming link to my blog earlier in the year I realized her position on vaccines for the first time– and the fact that the anti-GMO group isn’t united with…

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