Bleeding corpse

In my experience, our government itself is in a mental lockdown. I don’t want to (yet) go along with the idea of malintent on the part of lawmakers.
The other day I was thinking of a metaphor in the form of a story I had read years ago in an NLP book. A psychiatric patient who was convinced he was a corpse went to his psychiatrist. This psychiatrist wanted to show him that his conviction was wrong and asked him: “Do you think a corpse capable of bleeding?” No, said the man. The psychiatrist took a small pointed object and poked the patient in his finger on which a drop of blood appeared, to which the patient’s reaction was: Huh… corpses can bleed after all?!

That’s what it sometimes feels like when you come up with concrete evidence.

~ Marco van Duuren (who commented on a LinkedIn post by prominent Dutch data analyst Maurice de Hond on Covid-19 trends, which drew a lot of cognitive dissonance).

Please note: South Dakota, Arkansas, Iowa, Nebraska, North Dakota, Utah and Wyoming did not have the same lockdown stringency as the rest of the US. They are predominantly in the blue (no peak) zones in the graphs.

Exactly why I Love you

P e r s p e c t i v e s ☆

We got the message Fakebook. Truth, like beauty, is in the eye of the beholder. When you cannot handle seeing someone else’s truth, look deeper. What are you afraid of?

F a l s e
E v i d e n c e
A p p e a r i n g
R e a l

Love you Zuck. Your behavior speaks volumes about how much work you still have to explore the unfulfilling path of being an overpaid slave. Or maybe underpaid. I can imagine no amount of compensation ever being enough.

Maybe I’ll be banned. Maybe I don’t mind. Do I sound arrogant, because I think my own thoughts and am unafraid to share them?

Am I demanding everyone thinks the way I do? Absolutely not. Am I demanding the freedom to express my thoughts? Absolutely, yes!

For without it we are all slaves. This is exactly why I Love you Zuck. Because we each are the catalysts of all these pressures building to rebirth ourselves as one humanity to truly, once and for all, abolish slavery.

H a p p e n i n g ☆ N o w

Forbidden “cures”?

F a s c i n a t i n g :

Family and friends continue to flood my inbox with a “cure” being used everywhere.

Except – and even when – it’s forbidden. Those who know me understand I don’t do pHARMa if I can help it (and I can) personally, but to each their own. I won’t judge you or anyone. I am more interested in natural remedies I learned from a young age work better for me.

Anyway, Chef du service des maladies infectieuses à l’hôpital de Garches (chief of the infectious diseases division of the hospital of Garches, France) Professor Christian Perronne has written a best seller: Y a-t-il une erreur qu’ils n’ont pas commise ?

(Is there a mistake they didn’t make?)

Perronne : « L’industrie pharmaceutique est la première source de corruption dans le monde »

(The pharmaceutical industry is the premier source of corruption in the world).

I concur. And the agencies who endorse them are shooting themselves in the foot with their desperate times, desperate measures approach. Many who never questioned pHARMa, now are alarmed at their systemic attempts at oppression.

One such article. In French, though Google may still translate. Just to illustrate the mood in different countries.

At a time of censorship where big tech is feverishly scrubbing, censoring and banning even formerly celebrated medical journalists the writing is on the wall. The argument is lost.

Del Bigtree is painted as a “controversial antivax conspiracy theorist” rather than a person who happens to have been raised to live a natural health based lifestyle.

Rather than a person who happens to be fascinated with the miracle of life and of medicine too, when practiced on a consensual basis. Informed consent and vaccine risk aware activist is more accurate. Sounds too appealing perhaps.

The Highwire with Del Bigtree has now been deleted from YouTube and Facebook has sent warnings to do the same, drawing more attention to the party that will ensue today at 11am PST – 2pm EST. This will only lead to more of a resolve to abolish oppression and slavery and preserve the inalienable rights to free speech and bodily autonomy.

Update: How is it possible that The Highwire with Del Bigtree is only welcome now in right leaning platforms? The dualistic nature of politics with only two so called major parties (each with their own flavor of propaganda), is leading to alienation and civil unrest. May the people remember who they are by nature and work through their differences with Love and consideration for each other.

The science

I have stayed quiet for a while in the blogosphere. At this point it is high time to break the silence on observations I share with many who are critical of the eerily manipulated worldview being pushed 24/7.

Taboo topics: mask wearing and anything to do with coronavirus and vaccine narratives. Feeling triggered? You can choose to ignore this post, or allow your natural curiosity to join in on this exploration of what scientists and legal experts around the world actually are sharing.

Masks may protect against certain pollutants, but were they ever designed to block viral particles? Such a mask would have to be a closed system, connected to an oxygen tank.

I know… critical thinking is not in vogue lately. Groupthink and tunnel vision are encouraged when it comes to prolonging coronaphobia. Never mind the fact that the WHO changed the definition of pandemic.

Never mind bureaucrats with their stuffy PhDs are out of touch with the people and the reality medical professionals are dealing with firsthand. And yet, this is the crew who makes up the policies and advises politicians and media, which has sent public health into a nose dive, along with many unsuspecting citizens to their early demise. Not to mention a global economic “reset” shutting down independent small businesses while enriching multinationals.

Have you noticed how everyone in mask mandated territory is being conditioned to become members of a germophobic cult?

Not everyone is falling for it. Many are politely complying, though cheating in terms of giving themselves some breathing room.

Serge Gregoire, PhD (biochemistry):

“Science is very clear: masks are completely useless at preventing infections.

They give a false sense of protection and invulnerability.
And have you noticed how many people touch their face all the time…?

Making the masks useless.

Below you will find several articles related to the uselessness of wearing face masks and the science of face masks:

Here are key anchor points to the extensive scientific literature that establishes that wearing surgical masks and respirators (e.g., “N95”) does not reduce the risk of contracting a verified illness:
• Jacobs, J. L. et al. (2009) “Use of surgical face masks to reduce the incidence of the common cold among health care workers in Japan: A randomized controlled trial,” American Journal of Infection Control, Volume 37, Issue 5, 417 – 419.
N95-masked health-care workers (HCW) were significantly more likely to experience headaches. Face mask use in HCW was not demonstrated to provide benefit in terms of cold symptoms or getting colds.

• Cowling, B. et al. (2010) “Face masks to prevent transmission of influenza virus: A systematic review,” Epidemiology and Infection, 138(4), 449-456. DOI:10.1017/S0950268809991658
None of the studies reviewed showed the benefit of wearing a mask in either HCW or community members in households (H). See summary Tables 1 and 2 therein.

• bin-Reza et al. (2012), “The use of masks and respirators to prevent transmission of influenza: a systematic review of the scientific evidence,” Influenza and Other Respiratory Viruses 6(4), 257-267.
“There were 17 eligible studies. […] None of the studies established a conclusive relationship between mask/respirator use and protection against influenza infection.”

• Smith, J.D. et al. (2016) “Effectiveness of N95 respirators versus surgical masks in protecting health care workers from acute respiratory infection: a systematic review and meta-analysis”, CMAJ Mar 2016, cmaj.150835; DOI: 10.1503/cmaj.150835
“We identified 6 clinical studies … In the meta-analysis of the clinical studies, we found no significant difference between N95 respirators and surgical masks in the associated risk of (a) laboratory-confirmed respiratory infection, (b) influenza-like illness, or (c) reported work-place absenteeism.”

• Offeddu, V. et al. (2017) “Effectiveness of Masks and Respirators Against Respiratory Infections in Healthcare Workers: A Systematic Review and Meta-Analysis,” Clinical Infectious Diseases, Volume 65, Issue 11, 1 December 2017, Pages 1934-1942,

• Radonovich, L.J. et al. (2019) “N95 Respirators vs. Medical Masks for Preventing Influenza Among Health Care Personnel: A Randomized Clinical Trial”, JAMA. 2019; 322(9): 824-833. DOI:10.1001/jama.2019.11645
“Among 2862 randomized participants, 2371, completed the study and accounted for 5180 HCW-seasons. … Among outpatient health care personnel, N95 respirators vs. medical masks as worn by participants in this trial resulted in no significant difference in the incidence of laboratory-confirmed influenza.”

• Long, Y. et al. (2020) “Effectiveness of N95 respirators versus surgical masks against influenza: A systematic review and meta-analysis”, J Evid Based Med. 2020; 1- 9.

No RCT study with verified outcome shows a benefit for HCW or community members in households to wearing a mask or respirator. There is no such study. There are no exceptions. Likewise, no study exists that shows a benefit from a broad policy to wear masks in public.

Furthermore, if there were any benefit to wearing a mask, because of the blocking power against droplets and aerosol particles, then there should be more benefit from wearing a respirator (N95) compared to a surgical mask, yet several large meta-analyses, and all the RCT, prove that there is no such relative benefit. Masks and respirators do not work.
Many potential harms may arise from broad public policies to wear masks, and the following unanswered questions arise:

• Do used and loaded masks become sources of enhanced transmission, for the wearer and others?
• Do masks become collectors and retainers of pathogens that the mask wearer would otherwise avoid when breathing without a mask?
• Are large droplets captured by a mask atomized or aerosolized into breathable components? Can virions escape an evaporating droplet stuck to a mask fiber?
• What are the dangers of bacterial growth on a used and loaded mask?
• How do pathogen-laden droplets interact with environmental dust and aerosols captured on the mask?
• What are long-term health effects on HCW, such as headaches, arising from impeded breathing?
• Are there negative social consequences to a masked society?
• Are there negative psychological consequences of wearing a mask, as a fear-based behavioral modification?
• What are the environmental consequences of mask manufacturing and disposal?
• Do the masks shed fibers or substances that are harmful when inhaled?”

Missed information on bodily autonomy

Long time, I know. I have been observing how corporate capture of academia, government and media is dehumanizing, fragmented, and disconnected from reality.

The “news” is at this point just dizzying from all the spin. Anything undesirable or that deviates from the consensus (once upon a time there was a consensus on tobacco science, and that the earth was flat, etc) is deemed “alt facts” or, what is it…? “Misinformation”? Or “missed information”? Lots of reality shifting.

ACIP (Advisory Committee on Immunization Practices) was another shit show this week at the CDC with new terminology “reassuring data” in light of ACIP members being on the record admitting that there is no safety data on yet more additions to the already overloaded va((ine schedule. Instead of addressing the cause of what is known as va((ine failure (va((inees become asymptomatic carriers who then infect others regardless of va((ination status), more doses are added to the schedule. Incidents of asymptomatic carriers have been recorded at schools with chickenpox for example here in New York with now near 100% compliance with the schedule, and a mumps outbreak in the navy with 100% compliance, and so on. The “reassuring data” mentioned by a hopeful ACIP member actually involved data collected on eight (8)!!! pregnant women without actual safety data (inert placebo testing non-existent).

What is nice is that they are on the record sharing all this, and unanimously voting yea on approval for pregnant ones (no one is talking about the unborn children) for those of us who still have a few brain cells in working order.

So, the TDaP is approved for yet another dose for everyone. With 2020 just around the corner there is an urgency never before seen. Got to keep a sense of humor about it, though at times it sure is challenging.

Recorded into history on the topic of medical fascism, and for some inspiration to know and do better:

On the upside, on my travels, and I travel a lot, I keep encountering real human beings. Human beings are awesome. Don’t you think we as human beings need to come together and preserve some level of sanity, autonomy and some form of kinship? And when I say kinship, it means recognizing the source of our being, which I experience as Divine Love, and you may experience and call it something else. It means ensuring our birth right to individual freedoms is recognized. This includes bodily autonomy, which is not for sale, even though illegal legislation in some states has resulted in parents being coerced into allowing their children to be injected with experimental invasive drugs to prevent (really?) dis-ease, in order for them to be allowed to go to school.

Most parents who have strongly held beliefs against it, are now homeschooling or moving away.



Got time?

What is old in an incarnation? My brother died at 32. So at that age he was the oldest of my siblings, and the oldest he was going to be.

Turning 33 for me totally sucked. I didn’t want to surpass him (anymore).

I never got over it, and yet got through it, and on with it. 34 was a blast for me.

At age 40-ish Downtown Manhattan, a teenage kid was selling candy for a charity at his school. One kid in a stroller, the other skipping ahead to the next corner, I stopped to give him money and told him to keep the candy. He asked me why.
“Because I don’t need candy to be sweet”, I answered, smiling.

As I kept going towards my son on the corner, he put down his tray and quickly caught up with my fast paced long legged stride.

He looked at me adoringly and asked: “Would you allow me to give you a kiss on the cheek?”

How could I refuse this young man?

So he did. Then he said: “I am going to find myself an amazing, beautiful woman just like you, and am going to Love and marry her”.

That was almost 14 years ago, and I have the distinct feeling that he did do just that.

Numbers, and birthdays, are what we make of it. Never mind deadlines. Time is a man made construct. In every now, there can be treasure. Have fun! ❤

Yorick’s teachings

Yorick (36 pound Lemurian crystal skull from Antarctica) first visited me via an apparition, between waking and dreaming. It was a personal invitation to attend the activations of the grids in several powerspots in the US, starting in NYC, at Edgar Cayce’s A.R.E. center. These activations were given by Mayan elders (male and female), 13 crystal skulls and their keepers. Yorick wasn’t part of these 13, and yet, he was. He wasn’t on the stage with the others, and yet, he was.

That first moment of Yorick’s visit was startling, to say the least. I had never even heard of crystal skulls. I had been working with crystals for a while now, and was co-creating crystal elixirs, but this apparition… I had no idea what this was, or represented. A skull and spine had appeared next to my bed, in front of my night stand, emanating liquid golden light. Though startled at first, the light resonated same as the Mahatma, Love without condition I had begun to work with in all my energy exchanges.

I pinched myself, to see if this was “real”. I felt the pinch, and the apparition was still right next to me. It had my full attention.

Cropped image of crystal skull Max, which closely resembles what I saw.

So I greeted and welcomed this being, and telepathically answered its communication by giving my permission to download the expansive light codes it was offering. Feeling infinitely Loved and nurtured now, I watched the apparition disappear as abruptly as it had appeared before.

Sometime the next morning, checking my email, I found an invitation on behalf of a group of Mayan Elders, to attend a ceremony with thirteen crystal skulls, as mentioned above. The event was scheduled for this same day, October 27, 2011. So much for enough advanced notice. And how did “they” find me..?

After some inconclusive mental aerobics of, “shall I go, or shall I stay”, I check out Facebook. First thing I see is an image posted by my niece Claudine, in Australia. The image of a projection of crystal skull Max, which closely resembled the apparition of the being visiting me the night before.

Ha! Distraction works sometimes. It all came together now. If a tiny piece of quartz can get a PC running, imagine the scope of information available through a rather large human size crystal skull. Of course I was going.

My husband was less than pleased with me leaving him and the kids to fend for themselves without much notice. He did not question the need for me to attend that ceremony, so he dropped me off at the city bound train, reluctantly. His last words: “find your own way back home”, as he returned to his overwhelmingly demanding job.

Going and glowing with the flow, I stayed in the moment, excitedly on my way into NYC!

To be continued…

Access to the Land of Love and Magic

It is not the third dimension that limits you, but your lack of willingness to recognize that you can have now, in this present time, a very pleasant life, full of wonders. If only you believed in yourselves and opened yourselves to receiving all the gifts that life is waiting to bestow upon you. Stop denying your gifts. Your denial is the main reason why so many of you go without the gifts now waiting to be given to you. It is your denial that blocks the way.

~ Antharus, the Blue Dragon – Telos, Volume 3

Things real women do, as observed in circles

Real women have abortions. Real women oppose abortions. Real women carry life, give birth to it, nurture it with their whole being and bodies, and Love it. Other real women do not do any of this, or do differently, and still have fulfilling lives. Real women can have real struggles with any aspect of this life they can carry and bring forth.

Real women own guns. Real women will never own guns and are looking to do away with guns and the insanity of war. Real women who own or never own guns will never have to resort to gun violence. Other real women may fire a gun in self defense. Real women sometimes are blinded by the illusion of separation.

Real women can gather ’round in circles, hold hands, listen to eachother without judgment. They can differ in opinions, have strong convictions while avoiding to convict eachother. Real women can see themselves in eachother. Who they are, and who they may be when born and raised in the exact same circumstances, and environment as the one whose heart meets theirs.

Real women have a growing compassion for eachother as they listen to eachother pouring their hearts out. They learn what it means to navigate the ills of society. What it means to have grief. What it means to have nothing. What it means to have everything. What it means to have everything and yet feel empty. What it means to have next to nothing and feel so much. What it means to have purpose.

Real women combine their passions and talents to give, and forgive. They remember their Divine origins. They give thanks, they release what no longer serves. They give birth to new discoveries and creations. Real women are powerful, and wield this power wisely. Together, real women recognize they can rise above issues, see and address the root of the root of the root.

Real women play by their strengths derived from observing and acknowledging where they are vulnerable. They encourage and empower eachother by laughing & crying together. They have each other’s backs, no matter what.

Real women see in eachother the Divine Feminine Rising, as hearts connect and communicate. Whole heartedly they contribute – individually and collectively – with their own creative expressions. Real women Love and serve All Creation – and so do the real men who Love them 🕉

An excellent MTFHR reference guide

The more we run into people with vaccine injuries, and/or autoimmune related dis-eases, the more can be learned about MTHFR mutations, and how these genetic mutations can affect health and fertility.

Recently I was fortunate enough to run into Katie, a fellow doula who has a blog called Wellness Mama. I am so glad I did!

For all who wish to learn more about MTHFR, MTHFR variations, how to test for it, and how to live well with it. Are you, or someone you Love affected by such mutation(s)?

This article will help!