It became clear to me again that the umbillical chord between a mother and her child is energetically never cut.
Finally popping in after an amazing little Korean Spa extravaganza escape http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MiHjJ0yvs38. While I was out someone else in my household decided to take total advantage. Yannick, feeling his oats, left on Friday and hasn’t come home since. One of his friends, Jacob, (21 and older then all the rest of his friends) has been trying to get a hold of him since yesterday. He had told me that he’d given Yannick the key to his sister’s appartment (she was away) for a few days, but that the key was returned since Sunday. He said he’d done the same thing to his mom when he was around Yannick’s age (16), and now wished he hadn’t, and therefor wants to do everything in his power to help me find him, bless his soul. He went all over town (Great Neck) yesterday. Spoke to some kids who had seen him and shared snippets of where and what he was doing. “He doesn’t seem to be in any kind of trouble. He was clear headed and of sound mind. So pls. don’t worry and please don’t call the police, because you don’t want him to have a record. I am also concerned for him, just like you, and will call you every time I have new information.” I know Yannick looks up to Jacob, and Jacob tells me he thinks the same way of Yannick.
We know Yannick was at school in Great Neck yesterday, but today he already figured we’d come to school to get him, so he didn’t show! I wonder where he is sleeping now. I have seen flashes of him sleeping in a friend’s car. When I asked Jacob why he ran away he said it was purely the adventure of it, seizing the moment and not wanting it to end. Yannick was last seen yesterday in town, hanging out with his (Korean) friend Jay between 5 and 6 pm, by a latino kid who hung out with them during that time, and then went home, not knowing about further plans of Yannick or Jay. The way Jacob decribed Jay was: “this Korean kid who always looks like he’s loosing his pants”. But he said it affectionately. I have met Jay myself on several occasions. He’s also been at our house and ever since then he always stops and says hi when he sees me. Jay got hit by a bus when he was a little kid, and he always limps. He is very nice, well mannered even though he wears his pants under his butt cheeks, still always wearing nice silk boxers. The sight of him like that made Benji and Max snicker under their breath, and as soon as he was out the door we burst out LOL. Jacob and I both agreed there was very little chance Yannick could sleep at Jay’s on a school night, since his parents are very strict.
I have texted several of his friends, by pulling up his phone record. I was able to recognize some numbers and piece together which friend’s number they were, based on location. One of the numbers started blinking right before my eyes: Jacob’s number. Talk about signs! I have also canceled Yannick’s phone, so no more phone records available. Ugh! Reason I canceled his phone was because he wasn’t talking to us on it anymore after Sunday, or texting back. We are left to wonder what he’s up to, at times letting our imaginations run wild…
I texted his friend Jay letting him know I was getting close to putting posters all over Great Neck with my son’s picture on it: Missing. Pls. call… etc., but only as a last resort as I wouldn’t wish that kind of embarrasment on him or anyone else.
Of course I have called on all angels to help resolve this situation. Your supportive prayers, thoughts, energy, ho’oponopono’s are much appreciated.
Sending love, support and healing to all who have picked up a virus. Apparently it is part of the earth’s self healing process, as she is raising her vibration, and processing viruses, thereby boosting our immune systems, believe it or not, also raise our vibration. The other funny thing about viruses, as soon as you name them, they mutate into something else. “Nature’s intelligence works with effortless ease” even though many were already aware of this fact at the time, Deepak Chopra nailed this one by putting the message out to the masses, and I am forever grateful to him for bringing it home the way he did.
Now if someone could bring my son home, all would be well again. The message I receive right now is that all is well already. My son is well, he isn’t lost, he just doesn’t want to be found. Isn’t that grand? Ugh! What is this? An initiation of some sort. Fine. I’m still the mom. I want him home. His little brothers miss him too. They like hanging out on their big brother’s bed reading just to feel some sort of connection with him.
I keep sending Yannick love. Even though I want him home, my heartfelt wish for him is to get through the rite of initiation he has chosen for himself as well as possible. May he find exactly that what he needs, to enhance his well being and to help shape him into the man he wants to become, that I have had the priviledge to have seen glimpses of.
Love to all,