Bleeding corpse

In my experience, our government itself is in a mental lockdown. I don’t want to (yet) go along with the idea of malintent on the part of lawmakers.
The other day I was thinking of a metaphor in the form of a story I had read years ago in an NLP book. A psychiatric patient who was convinced he was a corpse went to his psychiatrist. This psychiatrist wanted to show him that his conviction was wrong and asked him: “Do you think a corpse capable of bleeding?” No, said the man. The psychiatrist took a small pointed object and poked the patient in his finger on which a drop of blood appeared, to which the patient’s reaction was: Huh… corpses can bleed after all?!

That’s what it sometimes feels like when you come up with concrete evidence.

~ Marco van Duuren (who commented on a LinkedIn post by prominent Dutch data analyst Maurice de Hond on Covid-19 trends, which drew a lot of cognitive dissonance).

Please note: South Dakota, Arkansas, Iowa, Nebraska, North Dakota, Utah and Wyoming did not have the same lockdown stringency as the rest of the US. They are predominantly in the blue (no peak) zones in the graphs.

Global bait and switch games

Scientists of many disciplines and investigative journalists around the world are all saying this: the PCR tests in asymptomatic people are useless.

At times of great distress all around you, where do you go for a perspective? Besides going inward, following my intuition, my first home, I of course go to the place where I was born and raised. As a child of parents who were children during the WWII Nazi occupation I learned a few things. Discernment is one of them.

Since this is a worldwide event, and I learned five languages, four of which I can read comprehensively, I have looked to countries where they communicate in those languages to compare notes.

They are all saying the same thing Dr. Andrew Kaufman has conveyed for a while now (see first video on main page), except they are censored in corporate media.

Dutch bio chemist (molecular genetics analyst) and pharma medical advisor Mario Ortiz said in an interview with Flavio Pasquino recently: a piece of RNA (ribonucleic acid) with some virus (never proven active) claimed to be an isolate of c o r o n a virus can be anything. It can also be rhinovirus. It’s all in Dutch, no subtitles (yet).

Looking at the evidence presented by German scientists, he used many metaphors. One that stuck: “It’s like going through a scrap metal yard, finding a steering wheel and claiming you have a car”.

He emailed the top adviser of the Dutch CDC (RIVM) with his “major concern of national interest” and got an answer back: “Yes, I agree. We medici are fully aware”. He also sent a letter to all members of the Dutch Congress. (Translated in English from the text under the linked video).

Meanwhile the Dutch ministers of finance and of economic affairs are talking about a massive loan with the IMF of €5 billion in an interview with Eva Jinek. They are saying yes, we have to pay it back, but we got an incredible deal with interest below zero. (Wonder what strings are attached with that).

Minister Wiebes of Economic Affairs also had somber news for the independent business owners. The only way to restore their economy was “the vaccine”. When asked if he would be among the first to volunteer, his face spoke volumes – for anyone who caught this on Dutch national TV – to see how disingenuous that proposal was. “No thanks, I rather leave that up to others”, was his answer.

Award winning investigative medical journalist Jon Rappoport has written an open letter to the man who has currently taken on the position of Tony Fauci: Dr. Scott Atlas.

For those of you who still believe the official narrative, I have compassion, and urge you to be courageous, look past your comfort zone, and look deeper. (1:55 minutes in). Lives indeed are at stake here. Many in fact, and it’s not in any way about what you are being told to think.

No, I am not telling you what to think. I am asking you to consider the evidence and as always, use discernment.

Thank you. I Love you.

Seeing through the web of lies


Hello everyone!

Today is an incredible day with many new insights.
Someone shared this image on one of my facebook groups today, along with this link:
cov19 testkits

Someone at the worldbank site had a busy day. They changed the wording from “COVID-19” to “Medical” Test kits. Very nice. Except, the site was archived many times already. See here :

And check out here just how many times the site was archived on the Wayback Machine alone, and what it looked like on Sept 4, 5 and 6:*/
Next, notice they changed the wording in a frantic attempt to cover it up, and then left an interesting live link that referred to COVID-19 medical supplies list (Archived here).

Never a dull moment these days. Have a look again at this link and go under the list to check out the live links: HS Classification Reference based on Covid-19 medical supplies list 2nd edition, prepared by World Customs Organization (WCO) and World Health Organization (WHO)
Are they still there? For how long? Archived anyway for the sake of clarity. Wow.

To be sure: 300215 is explained in the linked pdf.

Did you see who is mentioned as collaborating with the WHO? The WCO? A World Customs Organization? Collaborating on:

C e r t i f i c a t e

O f

V a c c i n a t i o n



It’s been in the works for a while. Good to know.


Exactly why I Love you

P e r s p e c t i v e s ☆

We got the message Fakebook. Truth, like beauty, is in the eye of the beholder. When you cannot handle seeing someone else’s truth, look deeper. What are you afraid of?

F a l s e
E v i d e n c e
A p p e a r i n g
R e a l

Love you Zuck. Your behavior speaks volumes about how much work you still have to explore the unfulfilling path of being an overpaid slave. Or maybe underpaid. I can imagine no amount of compensation ever being enough.

Maybe I’ll be banned. Maybe I don’t mind. Do I sound arrogant, because I think my own thoughts and am unafraid to share them?

Am I demanding everyone thinks the way I do? Absolutely not. Am I demanding the freedom to express my thoughts? Absolutely, yes!

For without it we are all slaves. This is exactly why I Love you Zuck. Because we each are the catalysts of all these pressures building to rebirth ourselves as one humanity to truly, once and for all, abolish slavery.

H a p p e n i n g ☆ N o w

Forbidden “cures”?

F a s c i n a t i n g :

Family and friends continue to flood my inbox with a “cure” being used everywhere.

Except – and even when – it’s forbidden. Those who know me understand I don’t do pHARMa if I can help it (and I can) personally, but to each their own. I won’t judge you or anyone. I am more interested in natural remedies I learned from a young age work better for me.

Anyway, Chef du service des maladies infectieuses à l’hôpital de Garches (chief of the infectious diseases division of the hospital of Garches, France) Professor Christian Perronne has written a best seller: Y a-t-il une erreur qu’ils n’ont pas commise ?

(Is there a mistake they didn’t make?)

Perronne : « L’industrie pharmaceutique est la première source de corruption dans le monde »

(The pharmaceutical industry is the premier source of corruption in the world).

I concur. And the agencies who endorse them are shooting themselves in the foot with their desperate times, desperate measures approach. Many who never questioned pHARMa, now are alarmed at their systemic attempts at oppression.

One such article. In French, though Google may still translate. Just to illustrate the mood in different countries.

At a time of censorship where big tech is feverishly scrubbing, censoring and banning even formerly celebrated medical journalists the writing is on the wall. The argument is lost.

Del Bigtree is painted as a “controversial antivax conspiracy theorist” rather than a person who happens to have been raised to live a natural health based lifestyle.

Rather than a person who happens to be fascinated with the miracle of life and of medicine too, when practiced on a consensual basis. Informed consent and vaccine risk aware activist is more accurate. Sounds too appealing perhaps.

The Highwire with Del Bigtree has now been deleted from YouTube and Facebook has sent warnings to do the same, drawing more attention to the party that will ensue today at 11am PST – 2pm EST. This will only lead to more of a resolve to abolish oppression and slavery and preserve the inalienable rights to free speech and bodily autonomy.

Update: How is it possible that The Highwire with Del Bigtree is only welcome now in right leaning platforms? The dualistic nature of politics with only two so called major parties (each with their own flavor of propaganda), is leading to alienation and civil unrest. May the people remember who they are by nature and work through their differences with Love and consideration for each other.

The science

I have stayed quiet for a while in the blogosphere. At this point it is high time to break the silence on observations I share with many who are critical of the eerily manipulated worldview being pushed 24/7.

Taboo topics: mask wearing and anything to do with coronavirus and vaccine narratives. Feeling triggered? You can choose to ignore this post, or allow your natural curiosity to join in on this exploration of what scientists and legal experts around the world actually are sharing.

Masks may protect against certain pollutants, but were they ever designed to block viral particles? Such a mask would have to be a closed system, connected to an oxygen tank.

I know… critical thinking is not in vogue lately. Groupthink and tunnel vision are encouraged when it comes to prolonging coronaphobia. Never mind the fact that the WHO changed the definition of pandemic.

Never mind bureaucrats with their stuffy PhDs are out of touch with the people and the reality medical professionals are dealing with firsthand. And yet, this is the crew who makes up the policies and advises politicians and media, which has sent public health into a nose dive, along with many unsuspecting citizens to their early demise. Not to mention a global economic “reset” shutting down independent small businesses while enriching multinationals.

Have you noticed how everyone in mask mandated territory is being conditioned to become members of a germophobic cult?

Not everyone is falling for it. Many are politely complying, though cheating in terms of giving themselves some breathing room.

Serge Gregoire, PhD (biochemistry):

“Science is very clear: masks are completely useless at preventing infections.

They give a false sense of protection and invulnerability.
And have you noticed how many people touch their face all the time…?

Making the masks useless.

Below you will find several articles related to the uselessness of wearing face masks and the science of face masks:

Here are key anchor points to the extensive scientific literature that establishes that wearing surgical masks and respirators (e.g., “N95”) does not reduce the risk of contracting a verified illness:
• Jacobs, J. L. et al. (2009) “Use of surgical face masks to reduce the incidence of the common cold among health care workers in Japan: A randomized controlled trial,” American Journal of Infection Control, Volume 37, Issue 5, 417 – 419.
N95-masked health-care workers (HCW) were significantly more likely to experience headaches. Face mask use in HCW was not demonstrated to provide benefit in terms of cold symptoms or getting colds.

• Cowling, B. et al. (2010) “Face masks to prevent transmission of influenza virus: A systematic review,” Epidemiology and Infection, 138(4), 449-456. DOI:10.1017/S0950268809991658
None of the studies reviewed showed the benefit of wearing a mask in either HCW or community members in households (H). See summary Tables 1 and 2 therein.

• bin-Reza et al. (2012), “The use of masks and respirators to prevent transmission of influenza: a systematic review of the scientific evidence,” Influenza and Other Respiratory Viruses 6(4), 257-267.
“There were 17 eligible studies. […] None of the studies established a conclusive relationship between mask/respirator use and protection against influenza infection.”

• Smith, J.D. et al. (2016) “Effectiveness of N95 respirators versus surgical masks in protecting health care workers from acute respiratory infection: a systematic review and meta-analysis”, CMAJ Mar 2016, cmaj.150835; DOI: 10.1503/cmaj.150835
“We identified 6 clinical studies … In the meta-analysis of the clinical studies, we found no significant difference between N95 respirators and surgical masks in the associated risk of (a) laboratory-confirmed respiratory infection, (b) influenza-like illness, or (c) reported work-place absenteeism.”

• Offeddu, V. et al. (2017) “Effectiveness of Masks and Respirators Against Respiratory Infections in Healthcare Workers: A Systematic Review and Meta-Analysis,” Clinical Infectious Diseases, Volume 65, Issue 11, 1 December 2017, Pages 1934-1942,

• Radonovich, L.J. et al. (2019) “N95 Respirators vs. Medical Masks for Preventing Influenza Among Health Care Personnel: A Randomized Clinical Trial”, JAMA. 2019; 322(9): 824-833. DOI:10.1001/jama.2019.11645
“Among 2862 randomized participants, 2371, completed the study and accounted for 5180 HCW-seasons. … Among outpatient health care personnel, N95 respirators vs. medical masks as worn by participants in this trial resulted in no significant difference in the incidence of laboratory-confirmed influenza.”

• Long, Y. et al. (2020) “Effectiveness of N95 respirators versus surgical masks against influenza: A systematic review and meta-analysis”, J Evid Based Med. 2020; 1- 9.

No RCT study with verified outcome shows a benefit for HCW or community members in households to wearing a mask or respirator. There is no such study. There are no exceptions. Likewise, no study exists that shows a benefit from a broad policy to wear masks in public.

Furthermore, if there were any benefit to wearing a mask, because of the blocking power against droplets and aerosol particles, then there should be more benefit from wearing a respirator (N95) compared to a surgical mask, yet several large meta-analyses, and all the RCT, prove that there is no such relative benefit. Masks and respirators do not work.
Many potential harms may arise from broad public policies to wear masks, and the following unanswered questions arise:

• Do used and loaded masks become sources of enhanced transmission, for the wearer and others?
• Do masks become collectors and retainers of pathogens that the mask wearer would otherwise avoid when breathing without a mask?
• Are large droplets captured by a mask atomized or aerosolized into breathable components? Can virions escape an evaporating droplet stuck to a mask fiber?
• What are the dangers of bacterial growth on a used and loaded mask?
• How do pathogen-laden droplets interact with environmental dust and aerosols captured on the mask?
• What are long-term health effects on HCW, such as headaches, arising from impeded breathing?
• Are there negative social consequences to a masked society?
• Are there negative psychological consequences of wearing a mask, as a fear-based behavioral modification?
• What are the environmental consequences of mask manufacturing and disposal?
• Do the masks shed fibers or substances that are harmful when inhaled?”

To the collective ego running amok on our planet

Above linked notes were written years ago before I first posted them. A cease and desist notice has followed to all who are hoarding and unlawfully trading in natural resources and human beings. Especially children. It has gone too far for too long. Let me share it here again.

To whom it concerns:

Cease and desist all activities that compromise the integrity of protected natural resources.

I decline to participate in any of it. The sovereign, multidimensional souls of myself and my kin, and the vessels in which we incarnated, are outside your jurisdiction.

Human trafficking must cease immediately.

All abuses of power must cease immediately.

Human experimentation without the express knowledge of risk factors and consent must cease immediately.

All human beings have an inalienable right to bodily autonomy as Divinely decreed in cosmic, natural, common and intergalactic law.

All violators are again put on notice. All who are complicit in collaborating with the death cults, are put on notice.

You are done here. We know who you are. Mother Earth is no longer inhabitable to those who choose to enslave humanity.

The science is already here to restore and maintain the health of our planet and its inhabitants. Your interference from here on – including all contracts – are null and void.

In Love & Freedom,

Founding member of The Council of Mothers


Missed information on bodily autonomy

Long time, I know. I have been observing how corporate capture of academia, government and media is dehumanizing, fragmented, and disconnected from reality.

The “news” is at this point just dizzying from all the spin. Anything undesirable or that deviates from the consensus (once upon a time there was a consensus on tobacco science, and that the earth was flat, etc) is deemed “alt facts” or, what is it…? “Misinformation”? Or “missed information”? Lots of reality shifting.

ACIP (Advisory Committee on Immunization Practices) was another shit show this week at the CDC with new terminology “reassuring data” in light of ACIP members being on the record admitting that there is no safety data on yet more additions to the already overloaded va((ine schedule. Instead of addressing the cause of what is known as va((ine failure (va((inees become asymptomatic carriers who then infect others regardless of va((ination status), more doses are added to the schedule. Incidents of asymptomatic carriers have been recorded at schools with chickenpox for example here in New York with now near 100% compliance with the schedule, and a mumps outbreak in the navy with 100% compliance, and so on. The “reassuring data” mentioned by a hopeful ACIP member actually involved data collected on eight (8)!!! pregnant women without actual safety data (inert placebo testing non-existent).

What is nice is that they are on the record sharing all this, and unanimously voting yea on approval for pregnant ones (no one is talking about the unborn children) for those of us who still have a few brain cells in working order.

So, the TDaP is approved for yet another dose for everyone. With 2020 just around the corner there is an urgency never before seen. Got to keep a sense of humor about it, though at times it sure is challenging.

Recorded into history on the topic of medical fascism, and for some inspiration to know and do better:

On the upside, on my travels, and I travel a lot, I keep encountering real human beings. Human beings are awesome. Don’t you think we as human beings need to come together and preserve some level of sanity, autonomy and some form of kinship? And when I say kinship, it means recognizing the source of our being, which I experience as Divine Love, and you may experience and call it something else. It means ensuring our birth right to individual freedoms is recognized. This includes bodily autonomy, which is not for sale, even though illegal legislation in some states has resulted in parents being coerced into allowing their children to be injected with experimental invasive drugs to prevent (really?) dis-ease, in order for them to be allowed to go to school.

Most parents who have strongly held beliefs against it, are now homeschooling or moving away.



To vax or not to vax all – discussing vaccine policy in New York’s Capitol

Waiting for an “off the floor meeting”, I was next to the stairs right outside the chamber. There was a concrete ledge where, after a long day of walking and standing, I decided to sit for a while.

My representative’s assistant promised she would text me as soon as he had returned to his seat. An intense day, I could feel the tension rising right outside the room, topic of discussion unbeknownst to me.

A lady asked me if I wouldn’t mind sharing and allow her to sit next to me. Of course not, I moved to the right to offer her more room to sit. Both of us were quietly catching some reprieve for a while. Then she asked me: “What are you working on?” I said: “Keeping exemptions from vaccinations”. She froze. Her entire face and demeanor changed instantly. Her eyes turned dark and started shooting daggers at me for a good fifteen seconds. Then she said: “Then you believe in killing children!” “Quite the contrary”, I said. She said: “I am a nurse, you don’t know what you are talking about”. My reply: “I personally know quite a few nurses who agree with me on this issue. Are you aware there is an organization of thousands of nurses known as Nurses Against Mandatory Vaccines?” She abruptly jumped off the ledge, on her feet. “You should speak to parents of kids hurt by vaccine preventable disease, such as my son!” The last four words loudly reflected much pain.

Choices at the capitol

This image is gracing the wall in the hallway on the 4th floor in the Capitol Building, Albany, NY

She scooted off before I could say another word. I would have listened further to her very real grief about what happened to her son. How very sad to see a real life example of someone stuck in a paradigm where those who choose vaccination think they must impose their ways on others in order for these vaccines to actually “work”. Meanwhile vaccine makers are protected from liability, and $4,142,954,814.88 has been paid out to vaccine injured families in the US, as of May 1, 2019, paid for by taxes raised on the sale of vaccines.

Mind you, the maximum payout for loss of life is $250,000. So this is what human life is valued at, while people like Julie Gerberding, former head of the CDC has moved on to Merck’s vaccine division, and just keeps raking in rewards for her part in the cover up of fraudulent activities within the CDC. Representative Bill Posey’s request for a congressional hearing with lead scientist and whistleblower William Thompson is one such example, which has fallen on deaf ears. There is no judge, no jury, and no discovery in “vaccine court“. “Special masters” take the place of a judge. It’s so tedious, costly and time consuming to attempt to be compensated, that many parents with vaccine injured children who need around the clock care just won’t be able to manage it.

The meeting with the mother of a child who was “hurt by a vaccine preventable disease” still haunts me, particularly her response. She is a nurse who thought she was doing the right thing. She vaccinated her kid. The vaccine didn’t work to protect her child. Not only did the vaccine not work to protect her child, he was hurt by the disease the vaccine was claimed to protect against. Instead of looking at this critically, perhaps reading a vaccine package insert, she blames the unvaccinated. I have compassion for her.

State Assembly Chamber

The official narrative supports her views. It allows her to be comforted in thinking she did all she could, while those terrible parents with exemptions from vaccines didn’t do their part. Except, most of them did, each in their own way. Those who believed in the paradigm as she did, and those who believed differently, but where “mandated” (coerced in spite of a nagging gut feeling not to do it), uneducated about exemption rights – and in fact did vaccinate their kids – had to learn firsthand debilitating vaccine injuries do happen. The official narrative is hard at work to drown out possibilities to hear this well. And so those of us who have witnessed the carnage continue to have to hear the official narrative like nails on chalkboard. For now legislation is pushed everywhere to do away with what little parental choice is left. The conversation is riddled with incredible conflicts of interest made possible by your government, which allows profit driven industry to exert control over media, policies, and published science.

Are we really looking to travel the path of medical fascism, where non-vaccinating or vaccine risk aware parents are treated as heretics and pariahs, while vaccine religion is pushed on everyone unchecked?

Not in New York, not if we can help it. Not in any self respecting nation, not if we can help it. According to Children’s Health Defense, spearheaded by environmental attorney Robert F. Kennedy, Jr., who along with ICAN (Informed Consent Action Network) and its stellar legal teams has already taken on HHS, the FDA (twice!) and Bayer’s Monsanto (twice!) and won, we CAN and we will. All a matter of when, rather then if, those responsible for committing these crimes against humanity will answer for their crimes.

There are a few Kennedys who were asked to toe the line and publicly speak out against their brother and uncle, and how “wrong” he is on the issue of vaccination. Thing is, they did not inherit the legendary name Robert (Bobby) Francis Kennedy, and initials RFK, Jr. did, for a reason.

RFK Jr Albany Rally

Albany, New York, May 14, 2019

Expect the Nuremberg Code of Ethics to be reinstated everywhere in the way it was meant to from its inception.

By the way, I did end up meeting and thanking the representatives of my district in person, as they are dedicated to protecting parental choice and consent. First amendment rights still truly mean something to them.

In Love & Service,



Health Resources and Services Administration (HRSA)

Health Impact News

Health Care Business Association (HBA)

C-Span and Marcella Piper-Terry’s blog

THE VACCINE COURT, book written by Wayne Rohde

Dr. Larry Palevsky, former Fellow of the American Academy of Pediatrics, in an interview with Dr. Joseph Mercola.

National Vaccine Information Center

Hear This Well: Breaking the silence on vaccine violence (campaign in answer to the cover up of the testimony of CDC lead scientist William Thompson, omitting significant data in a study involving autism and the MMR vaccine)

CNBC – Christina Farr –

Health Impact News

The Ethical Nag, blog focused on medical research fraud, by investigative journalist Carolyn Thomas, Victoria BC, Canada.

Children’s Health Defense

Informed Consent Action Network

New England Journal of Medicine, Evelyne Shuster, Ph.D.

Got time?

What is old in an incarnation? My brother died at 32. So at that age he was the oldest of my siblings, and the oldest he was going to be.

Turning 33 for me totally sucked. I didn’t want to surpass him (anymore).

I never got over it, and yet got through it, and on with it. 34 was a blast for me.

At age 40-ish Downtown Manhattan, a teenage kid was selling candy for a charity at his school. One kid in a stroller, the other skipping ahead to the next corner, I stopped to give him money and told him to keep the candy. He asked me why.
“Because I don’t need candy to be sweet”, I answered, smiling.

As I kept going towards my son on the corner, he put down his tray and quickly caught up with my fast paced long legged stride.

He looked at me adoringly and asked: “Would you allow me to give you a kiss on the cheek?”

How could I refuse this young man?

So he did. Then he said: “I am going to find myself an amazing, beautiful woman just like you, and am going to Love and marry her”.

That was almost 14 years ago, and I have the distinct feeling that he did do just that.

Numbers, and birthdays, are what we make of it. Never mind deadlines. Time is a man made construct. In every now, there can be treasure. Have fun! ❤