What is love, and how does it work?

Question I read on Facebook today:

If we love another person unconditionally, but then we do not love ourselves unconditionally because that person is an alcoholic and a porn addict then we are loving them more than ourselves.We are supposed to love ourselves to love somebody else. How does this work spiritually? It does make some of us feel stuck?



There probably are many ways to aswer this excellent question. My answer:

The whole concept of love is often depicted backwards. First of all we each ARE Love without condition in essence. When we fully accept and embrace ourselves as BE(AM)ing the Love, there is no longer a need to “be loved” by anyone or anything external. The work is to release and make peace with all that is not Love, to send it back to where it came from, or transmute it.


Once fully present as a radiant Loving being, those who are in your presence will be triggered to release that which is blocking the Love. Some have not yet learned how to effectively and fully release the unloving parts. So they may be stuck in old programming that keeps them enslaved to external punishment and reward systems. Some will already know how to release and transmute the unloving parts. It is incredibly easy to enjoy connecting in Love with such individuals. With many distractions at our disposal, it’s also incredibly easy to be distracted from that connection in Love. It takes discipline (daily practice), to be fully present as a Love-ing being.
The more we are fully present and grounded in Love, the more we are able to recognize when someone is willing to do the work, or when the addiction behavior is controlling a person’s will.Then you can discern that it is more appropriate to connect in Love with such a person from a distance, until this person is ready to accept help in doing the work… or not.

Erroneous behavior will send you back to your country of origin

fascist meme

Above image is a Dutch patriotic looking meme I found on facebook, and is translated in the title of this blog.

It got me going. Wheels were already set in motion by the effects of a full Red Moon and partial lunar eclipse. I had just changed my profile picture with a cartoon version of my face. My ten year old son quipped: “You look like a villain. You are now a cartoon psychopath“. Perfectly fits the mood, in response to psychopaths who appear to be running the corporate US, and too many other countries. A way for me to cope is to address my own shadow, psychopathic programming and all shenanigans. This was exactly what was on my mind when I saw the cartoonized photo of me and I knew I “had to” show my family, friends, my tribe, this face.

So I pondered on that meme and came up with this:

Wonder if this indeed is a solution, send people – after erroneous behavior – to their countries of origin, especially when the land is unrecognizable. Home and culture destroyed. If this were to happen here, there would be a mass exodus in this country. Then perhaps the “Indians” would remain. Erroneous behavior by Columbus, who thought he was in India, gave these generous, hospitable people the name, and then exploited them by looting and murdering them. This was expected of him. John Trudell called this the virus. It rages on. It appeared on Earth in Europe, as a means to get its population “civilized”. This was imposed on us, and in no way gently. That this happened is hardly described in the history of mankind. History. His story. The official version is always described by the “winners” of the wars. There are really only losers in this kind of violence. Namely what is lost in any war is our sense of humanity, our human(e) beingness. We forget who we are and where we come from. Fear and trauma occupies the mind and blocks the re-minder. The memory of who we are inside. The connection to all that is. The love and our capacity to love and live in love. Unconditional love is disarming and liberating. According to me and many fellow dreamers with me, the only way for the human race to have a chance at a real society is to surrender to this Love, and embrace it. Society: the word originates from two words: being together. Being is life affirming. Survival is not life. Not really. We need people who dare to be themselves. People who are willing to replace the robot programming of the military industrial complex with consciousness and inspiration.

The words and feelings still echo in my being when I encounter these words: “Maybe all dragons in life are actually princesses who are only waiting for the moment in which we finally, beautifully and courageously, spring into action. Maybe that which we are afraid of in its most naked essence is something helpless, seeking our love.”


Sending Love to all beings everywhere, for as long as it is welcome and received. Sending Love and thanks to all beings everywhere, who are BE(AM)ing the Love here with me, willing to address their shadow. Sending Love and thanks to all beings who struggle to remember who they are, only when it is welcome and received. The ones who need it the most, the ones who are waiting.

Nell Cartoon


Virus fakery: my conversation with a White House policy analyst

The games continue, until enough of us stop buying.

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Virus fakery: my conversation with a White House policy analyst

by Jon Rappoport

August 4, 2016

(To read about Jon’s mega-collection, The Matrix Revealed, click here.)

There are a number of cases in which a virus is said to be the cause of a disease—but the evidence doesn’t stand up.

I first realized this in 1987. I was writing my book, AIDS INC., Scandal of the Century.

Robert Gallo, who claimed he had found the cause of AIDS, hadn’t done proper work. From everything I read, he had discovered HIV in 35 to 60 percent of AIDS patients he had studied.

He should have been able to isolate HIV in virtually every patient.

Then there was the fact that the most popular tests for HIV, the Elisa and Western Blot, were fatally flawed. They could register positive for a whole host of reasons that had nothing…

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The great lie

In light of so many hanging on to a most unsustainable system that trains them to hate on each other, only offering the illusion of choice between two (lesser in the eyes of some – pending who you ask – creating more of a divide) “evils”, here is a perspective to ponder.

“This is about a perceptional reality here. I come from a tribe. And whatever has been going on in my evolutionary journey, I still remember that. I’m confused about a lot of things but I remember that. I remember that when I was born, I, [there’s] never been a question about the memory.


See, so I feel a kinship to those ancestors and what they saw and what they tried to stand up against. I feel more of a kinship to them than I do to be a lap dog to this system and promote its lie. [applause] Alright, because I think it’s irresponsible.

And I think that when people are afraid to think … – and when people are afraid to think about what needs to be thought about, that’s the danger of the lie. Casualty of war, afraid to think.”

~ John Trudell, Lakota Activist, Poet




Posted earlier on Facebook, and then received feedback that “this post is no longer available, or it has been removed”. Well now, we’re on to something then.

Holding two opposing thoughts in balance


In light of recent recurring violent incidents that are blasted over media everywhere, what to do? My heart goes out to all affected and all I can think to do is just continue to send Love everywhere to anyone, for as long as it is welcome and received. Corruption is everywhere, and instead of having an opinion about everyone else, I prefer to go and see where my thinking or actions are corrupted, so I can do something about it.


This morning I spoke to a NYC cop. Within seconds I found in him a kindred spirit. Effortlessly we connected on the heart level. He talked about how education, business and administrative systems are increasingly dehumanizing, and how the ability to hold two opposing thoughts, finding balance in it, is no longer being taught.
I asked him what he thought about Dallas. His words: false flag. He expressed his frustration at the extreme polarity in the gun control conversation. As if we couldn’t somehow find a middle way.

He says he feels voting is something he does out of obligation toward a social contract, and that this year the record will show neither candidate is representing his view. He feels today’s candidates represent a fake paradigm.

I shared with him how grateful I am to find real and intelligent human beings like him in “the force”, at military, police, and administrative levels, and the conversation turned to how there are so called moles working on many levels, preventing many calamities.
I asked him if he too is among the many who are secretly wishing for a coup d’état by and for the people. He smiled, and said “Yes, a peaceful one, without weapons or any kind of violence!”

He talked about how compassion  is most important, and how activism means very little, unless you are actively engaged being the change you wish to see.
Thank you – you know who you are. Keep that flame burning brightly. Very inspiriting. Love is easy. It makes it possible to hold a balance with two opposing thoughts. Let compassion rule. Everything seems to be coming to a head. It’s all there for us to work on, collectively and individually. Allow Love within to dissolve the old war mindset. Be in control of your thoughts and emotions, and give the fake rulers a run for their money. The pursuit of happiness is an inside job ❤

Love is easy

Celebrating independent thought 

Celebrating independent thought. Let this sink in for a moment. What does it mean to think on your own two feet? Yes we are all part of a greater whole AS WELL as individuals. When faced with choices that can affect you personally, more so then as a group, the consequences all yours, will you allow yourself the birth right of independent thought and choice?


  1. When group-think is motivated by corrupted, greed inspired mind-set, and former director of the NIH is speaking out on her dismay over leaving out susceptible groups in vaccine “safety” studies;
  2. When RFK Jr calls Frank DeStefano out on his criminal activities at the CDC by deliberately deceiving the public, when he ordered the destruction of data that showed a significant increase in autism risk in African American children given MMR vaccine between 0 to 36 mos;
  3. When Rep. Bill Posey has presented evidence and asked for a congressional hearing on said crimes against humanity;
  4. When aside from a few brave journalists who stay true to themselves and their purpose, media remains quiet on this subject, except for a few rehearsed words of denial;
  5. When Robert DeNiro shares his disappointment on the removal of the movie #VaxXed from the Tribeca Film Festival, AND encourages EVERYONE to see this movie because, let’s face it, “there is something” withheld from public knowledge;
  6. When we get to see true colors in how mayors of different cities either welcome or halt the showing of #VaxXed AND there is no stopping the showing of this movie anyway, if anything it draws more people who wish to see what is being withheld from their knowledge;
  7. When a group of attorneys from all over the US travel to California in support of attorneys there to file suit against the State of California for the unlawful implementation of SB277, a bill that removes all reasonably obtainable exemption rights, and was introduced while a congressional hearing is pending on corruption within CDC, the very agency in charge of recommendation of the vaccine schedule in every state, AND turning California into a medical police state, SB277NOW.COM ;
  8. When two scientists who are ex employees of Merck have an ongoing law suit against Merck for ordering them to falsify test results on the Rubella portion of the same MMR vaccine that keeps maiming and taking lives of children;
  9. When another former Merck employee, Brandy Vaughan, speaks out on her outrage on how she observed an internal memo sent around within Merck, to drive the point home that the aggressive campaign for Gardasil, the infamous “HPV vaccine” was to make up for the Vioxx fiasco, in other words Help Pay for Vioxx;
  10. While another scientist who was involved in research and development of Gardasil for Merck, Dr. Diane Harper, expresses concern for this vaccine on more then one occasion, while the aggressive lobby for this same vaccine is pushing it relentlessly, in spite of thousands of reported serious adverse events including seizures, chronic fatigue, chronic illness, nerve and muscle pains, paralysis, and death, just like was observed in its trial period;
  11. While countries like Japan, France, and Spain have taken the HPV vaccine off their schedule, AND filed suit against Merck for criminal negligence, among other things;
  12. When an ever growing group of scientists and medical professionals are brave enough to take a stand against the pseudo science the industry  hides behind, and the bribery and threats that take place behind the scenes, in a desperate attempt to continue their stronghold in public opinion on vaccine ideology;
  13. When you are brave enough to read works of Suzanne Humphries, MD, Russell Blaylock, MD, Andrew Wakefield, MD, (to name a few) against so called “popular opinion” because you have read the vaccine manufacturers inserts and compared vaccine ingredients with the MSDS (material safety data sheet) and see there are known neurotoxins in many vaccines AND these brave doctors share links to pub med and other peer reviewed literature to back up their findings which question efficacy and safety of MMR AND other vaccines;
  14. When you see the sickest generation of children (asthma, auto-immune disorders, cancer, severe nut, egg and/or dairy allergies, learning and other mental and/or physical disabilities,)   any nation has ever seen, paired with a most insanely bloated vaccine schedule that has NEVER been tested;
  15. When you have CDC admit there was never a vaccinated vs. unvaccinated, placebo controlled study on ANY vaccine, in spite of a large enough unvaccinated group;
  16. When you observe it’s not just MMR or HPV, AND not just autism, and that staying silent makes you complicit in the killing and maiming of children and adults, AND the exploitation of human beings to serve as test subjects without informed consent of themselves or their parents or legal guardian;
  17. When you know vaccine mandates go against the Nuremberg Code of Ethics any self respecting healthcare provider or agency claims to abide by;
  18. When you begin to understand science by definition is NEVER settled AND the entire vaccine industry enjoys complete protection from liability by government;

Independent thought – and intuition – becomes increasingly necessary.

#BeBrave #ParentsDoTheWork #VaccineInjuriesHappen #GetOffTheBus #VaxXed #GoSeeIt

Zika hoax: strategy of liars, house of cards

Sick-a Zika yet? Burden of proof obviously not a concern for liability free vaccine industry.

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Zika hoax: strategy of liars, house of cards

By Jon Rappoport

The entire platform of “proof” that the Zika virus causes a birth defect called microcephaly has descended into gibberish.

I’m not going to recapitulate all my Zika-hoax articles here. Suffice to say, researchers have only established a very weak correlation between the presence of Zika and the occurrence of microcephaly.

This weak correlation is actually evidence that Zika has nothing to do with microcephaly.

But now, we’re in the “expansion” phase. Medical bureaucrats at the CDC and the World Health Organization (WHO), knowing they’re standing on quicksand, knowing they’re nothing more than professional liars, are executing a familiar cover story.

They’re claiming that Zika causes a number of other conditions in babies. They’re ranging all over the map. Zika can cause smaller heads in babies with no brain damage, or brain damage without smaller heads? Or paralysis? Or who…

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Quackenboss goes to Washington

Levi Quackenboss

I wasn’t going to write this blog until next week but my flight landed and clearly all of you are standing by to hear how today went, so I am sitting down the minute I walked into my house to update you.

This is going to be quick and dirty because it’s late and I haven’t slept after flying into and out of DC today and yesterday.  The background is that a few months ago I approached Tami Canal, the founder of March Against Monsanto (MAM), to strike a deal: if I gave her the link to watch Vaxxed before just about anyone else in the country, she would write a review of it and promote it on Facebook. Because of an incoming link to my blog earlier in the year I realized her position on vaccines for the first time– and the fact that the anti-GMO group isn’t united with…

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“Everything is sentient, and because it’s sentient, we always have to ask, about everything. When you get an “OK, we’re going to work together,” it’s 100%. It’s kind of like with a human, when you get someone to do something that they don’t want to, versus when they do want to. Plants and chemicals have those same properties.”

“When the “yes” is happening, it changes everything.”

Very true! Thank you Phyllis, and Mark ❤


My Druidic Education—part 2
by Mark

My grandmother started showing me different herbs in the woods and fields around the house, when I was very young. We would go out and gather herbs to dry or to make into tinctures and decoctions, depending on the plant and/or the intended use. One day she had me go out to pick hops. There were nine clumps of hops growing up the side of a building. I went and harvested what I thought was the right amount for making a sleeping draught. This was actually for me, because I was so hyper I had trouble sleeping. I tried the medicine, and it worked.

Then she had me do it again, but this time go ask, “Which plants want to come and make medicine to help me sleep?” When I heard, “Yes,” I picked from those plants only. We made medicine from this harvest…

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The top 3 things that #VAXXED is not: a movie review

Tobacco and vaccine scientism. Ugly business. Luckily vaccines aren’t addictive, while for some, vaccine incentives are. No matter the cost. Until enough of us had enough. Shift happens!

         Have a look at this excellent review of “Vaxxed” below, listen. Does it resonate? Can you discern fact from fiction? You don’t have to be a doctor to figure this out. Since doctors are taught to rely on the CDC. you may want to do your own research, like you do before buying an infant car seat. Search for independent studies, as a growing number of concerned doctors are already doing as well. At the very least look up the manufacturer’s insert of every vaccine. Be educated, know the risks.

         Thank you Levi, and Andrew Wakefield. I am dreaming of being in a choir of Quackettes, singing to the tune of Rick James’s Super Freak. “I’m a Super Quack, Super Quack, I’m Super Quackyyy… yow!!!!”I think I see and hear Suzanne Humphries, MD, in the choir too. A music video on YouTube. Being a quack is all the rage now 😉


Levi Quackenboss

finger wag

I had the honor of watching a screener of VAXXED: From Cover-Up to Catastrophe a few nights ago and I have been simmering on the thought of what I should say about it that hasn’t already been said.  You can read incredible reviews here, here, here, here, here and here that say most everything I would say, to tell you the truth.

But… I’m not about to say nothing, especially in the face of Paul Offit writing a “review” of the movie for The Hollywood Reporter without ever mentioning that he is portrayed in an unflattering light in the movie itself. Since Offit has a rich history of forgetting to disclose his conflicts of interest that omission is not surprising.  Not to nitpick, but the fact that Offit questions whether or not the CDC Whistleblower Dr. Bill Thompson was recorded without his knowledge leads me to believe…

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